my mom passed away three years ago, or rather over three yearsbut i don;t like to admit that. I haven;t thought about her in a while
and it makes me feel guilty. it feels weird to forget someone so easily, or
maybe not forget, thats a bit extreme. More like be okay and functioning,
like i guess as if i don,t really need her, sadly. I'm doing okay, my dad
is okay. It upsets me how okay with it his he. I:m pretty sure he doesn;t
feel guilty, she left him off the hook when she told him he would fall in
love again. She never told me to be okay with it though.