OCEAN< BY< AND THROUGH WHICH i feel the return. to what? i havent seen it not yet but maybe soon. very soon..soon:A WORD That identifies
proximity yo now. now;afterthought. for thought to soon, but not now. paul says there is no present, only thought between thoughts, estimation
between the tow thoughts. but soon, i will know what i cant return to
because there is no return. sky, what has never been. sky. ive look to it before but have only felt distance. distance!! so close to now, discance i
that is soon. and the clouds tearing away from each other. they move fast, moutainious. mountain:memory. sky: future. ocean,fluid. pull. pipull
there is nothing left to feel. there is nothing left to feel i am sure of it. i can only use words
others have felt and that is no good because words arent anything. but
that what it seems that i am in the business of. words: by product.
so they say. i guess. so i can just sit here and think for a time. think in words. i guess. but there is someone else who wants to go and i dont want to go. but they will make me go. but i just like sitting here and h
hammering away. so sue me. many typos:irrelevant. i might as well stop warming up. lets begin: FROM THE BEGINNING THEN:
shadows, i am waiting.
its like, everytime, i remember, i forget. but once i forget and once it Is forgotten, then the sky breaks, and i can see it against, fast moving
the clouds, moving faster in my mind than they do anywere else. and it comes back to me again like it did before. and it goes, like it did before.
i ki(i like the sounds of this typewriter) using it:today i made history the man reading his texts say:gay marriage. i dont even believe in straight marriage. people are watching this. better not use any good likes.the poem above me sucks.
i dont mind saying that, because i am an asshole. forards. i type forwards not back waradaaaw machine getssds
getssss tagnleds. i want a cigarrete. i might as well do
something cohesive. so i gues i should begin again because as they say
writing is fyb.
here is the real one. i wish i could fall
into a hole of noiselessness.
it brings me such stillness
to know no sounds.
i like the sound of this thing.
i wish i had a cigarette.
I didnt believe in time travel until recently.
Then one day, somewhete in 2006 or so I woke up and it was 1959.
But today, I think we began to awaken again.
Sure we need to correct the recent reversals of voting rights and womens
right? (Who would think we would still be debating abortion??? But today, a small step forward (OK yesturday) but the big step
towards civil rights for gay Americans has taken place.
Still can be fired for being gay, and haters will still try to say
they wont serve the gay, but marrage begins and when the haters wake up
and realize they world they know had not changed. we might return back from
1959 back to the 2000*s.
Gods speed back to the current century.